Haaaloo-Goodbye :)

Haaaloo...
long time no write yaaa...

today is 31th of December, the end of 2011, and i just wanna share to u guys, a little bit story about what i did/got in the last couples month :)

NOVEMBER

went to puncak on November, 18-20 for Retreat and at the final of the event are; i've been choosen to be a new leadher of PPGT (Persekutuan Pemuda Gereja Toraja) Eben Haezer.... suprised?? yaa...so did i!!! ha ha ha :D

same as the theme of our Retreat "We are the choosen" so people told me that i've been choosen by God, so..i take this responsibility by the name of God. :)

#blessme

*left to rigt: ka restu,  rian, gerry

winda, me, dewi

the new team :)

the old team vs new team :p

DECEMBER

friend of mine, Olivia Rora had a wedding Party on 17 December,

so she asked me and the other friends for being "penerima tamu" on her wedding, so we answered "YA". and...guess what we wore on that day?? yaa...we were wore a Toraja's traditional dress, YEAY!!!

it's meeeeee....yeay!

and i love the make up ♡

*left-right: vania, dewi, edwinda, me and rachel 

we were all in Toraja's Traditional dress!!! ♡

SANTA CLAUSE IS COMING TO TOWN!!!

here's some euphoria of i and my family in the time of waiting the Christmas day :)

while mom and i decorating the christmas tree, 

luna-our dog is watching :p

and...here's our Christmas Tree :)

but...my family felt that the decorated of our tree are not eye catching,

so we decided to re-decorate the tree... and here's our new decoration

and we more ♡ the new one...

"Oh Christmas tree, oh christmas tree,

of all the trees most lovely..."

thanx Jesus for everything that You Give, Gave, Given
for everything that happened to me
thanx, thanx, thanx and thanx :)

so people...i just wanna say

*goodbye 2011

#nowplaying O come, O come, Emanuel by. Belle and Sebastian

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

"Live your life and forget your age." 

-Norman Vincent Peale-

impian

membaca sebuah majalah yang disediakan dalam sebuah kedai kopi dan mendapatkan sebaris kutipan seperti dibawah ini:

wow. itupun juga yang ingin sekali saya lakukan dalam hidup saya. berkeliling melihat keindahan dunia. 

tapi...liburan macam apa yang bisa saya dapatkan dari seorang pengangguran seperti saya?? tinggal drumah sepanjang masa??? itu juga merupakan bagian dari berlibur bukan??? tapi yang benar saja... bukan liburan seperti itu yang dimaksudkan disini.

well...saya akan berusaha mendapatkan sebuah pekerjaan. menabung sebagian dari gaji saya, menikmati hasil dari gaji dengan mengelilingi sudut-sudut kota yang ada didunia ini satu-persatu. ooohhh....itu salah-satu impian saya :)

With someone or by my self, I have to see all the place in this planet. 

-Winda Surikirana-

dreaming - Blondie  #nowplaying

. . .

"I was so stupid to think for a moment you actually cared."

01.17 a.m

mata saya menyapu pada layar komputer

dan menemukan kalimat itu pada timeline twitter

via @TheNoteboook 

seketika saya tertawa, lebih tepatnya menertawai diri sendiri. kalimat tersebut seolah-olah berteriak untuk mewakili isi hati saya.

i wanna grow old with you - adam sandler  #nowplaying

i wish i could

i am 23 going to 24 years old girl, 

and

i can't swim

i can't dance *actually i can, but with my own way :D

i can't sing as well as people sing

i can't drive a motorcycle / car

and i can't...

hhhmmmm...I think many moreeeee 'I can't'  :p

BUT

i'm going to learn them one by one.

first...

i'm going to learn how to swim...

ahahahahahaha

yaaa....i have a plan to take a swim class.

i really hope that i can swim asap.

and...about dance, i love TAP DANCE very mucho

so..i wish i can do a tap dance with take the class too...

about singing...hhmmm i don't really care. ahahahhaha *negative

someday, i'm gonna do this by my self

*on my last snorkeling i asked my friend to be my guide xoxoxo

 Tap Dance

tap tap tap tap tap tap :)

*Self - Lalui dengan senyuman #nowplaying

Huufft...

i've got nothing to do when i started writing here...

my eyes just sweeping to the screen on my laptop for the last couple hours

and still...i got NOTHING. 

take the helmet that papa got from his office and put it into my head. and suddenly, turned on the photobooth on pepey* (red: named of my laptop) and took some picture of me.

See...i think i'm going to crazy this time, yaaa. 

oohhhh.....what's goin' on with meeeeeee!!!! 

#$@%^&*+=$

the best of blondie album #nowplaying

what i've made

a wedding invitation

for Imelda and Sandi

designed with Toraja ethnic pattern

Training Certificate

for 'Gereja Toraja - Eben Haezer'

*pssst....i designed this certificate with the wrong motive

T___T"

I designed this birthday invitation

for my lil' cousin - Dira

Draw Drew Drawn

on a sunny day...
a little girl named dila looking for her daddy.


and on a sunny day too...
a lady with the sunglasses were ready for the summer

heart her

just got her...

http://tanyaling.com/ 

NARS, 2009

HARPERS BAZAAR, 1998

BRITISH SHORT HAIR CAT

and i heart by the way she drew...

*thanx to daylah my dear yang sudah memberikan info ini :)

Fuckin' Lonely

pukul 3. 41 dini hari ketika saya mulai menulis disini...

SENDIRI

(yaa..sebenarnya ada abang saya -dedy- yang sedang menonton tv dbelakang saya) tak ada teman mengobrol, tak tahu mau berbuat apa??!!!

Facebook, Twitter serta YM saya aktifkan semuanya...

tapi saya tak mendapatkan sacuilpun akan apa yang bisa membuat saya hilang dari suasana kesendirian ini. tampilan home FB masih juga sama seperti kurang dari 2 jam yang lalu, home twitter hanya berisi mentionan dari saya...

ooohhhh.....SUMPAH!!!....

baru sekarang saya menumpat tentang 'kesendirian' ini!!! aaaaarrrgggghhhtttt....gamau beginiiiii!!!! biasanya saya selalu enjoy dengan situasi seperti ini, tak pernah berfikiran yang macam2.. tapi sejak sejam yang lalu...saya mulai berfikir tentang yang...aahhh....

yabegitulah -,-

it's me!!! (part 2)

have you ever feel like this???

yaa..i have :)

when you have to smile in front of everybody

but the truth is you're cried...
and nobody cares about what the trully is :)

it's me!!

 just found this quotes from twitter via @TheLoveStories 

and the quotes...
this is me!!! yaaa...just like me

When you're angry...

 be angry like a monster.

After it's done, it's DONE.

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Unlimited Pleasure

sleep is my lover, at the past, present and future..
my forgetting, my opiate, my oblivion ♥

zzzzZZZZZ.....

YUDISUM

i just got my graduation result yesterday,

 ohhhh...thanks to Jesus, mom & dad, bro & sist and all of you fellas ♥

and of course to me too!!!  :D

♥ ♥ ♥ here's the euphoria ♥ ♥ ♥

I got my envelope result

B..ya I got B for my thesis  :)

congrats to us fellas...congrats

and to. Jesus my Lord,

many thanx to You again, again and again....

 may You keep blessing us in every step of us  :)

LABIL!!!

CURHAT aaahhhhhhh......  :p


for every situation, there's a suitable line from a song
and this ones, is mine :)

-- tapi yg nanyi bukan gw -- 

(ngerti ga??? yaudah ngertiin ajah lah yaaa..)

ahahhahahahhahahha

I think about life
And oh how it changes so fast

And oh how it's so hard to last here

Waiting for something to give

I think about time

A luxury so hard to find

And I just can't figure out why I

Wasted it all here without you

But I'll be fine

Oh don't you worry

Cause I'll be fine

See I'm in a hurry to be

Gone away awhile

Tell me all the things that I

I'll be missing here in this old life

Man cause I just don't know

I think about you

And all of the times that we shared

And oh what a wonderful pair we

Made it so far here we go again

I think about love

And oh what a beautiful song

And oh how it needs to be sung here

Sing it so loud all the world can hear

I think I'll be

Gone away awhile

Tell me all the things that I

I'll be missing here in this old life

Man cause I just don't know

I just don't know

I just don't know

But I'll be fine

Oh don't you worry

Cause I'll be fine

See I'm in no hurry

No I'll be fine

Oh don't you worry

Cause I'll be fine

See I'm in a hurry to be

Gone away awhile

Tell me all the things that I

I'll be missing here in this old life

Man cause I just don't know

Gone Away by. Safetysuit 

:)

Seseorang pernah menulis puisi:

 Ia meminta kekuatan, dan Allah memberinya kesulitan untuk menjadikannya kuat.

Ia meminta hikmat, dan Allah memberinya masalah untuk dipecahkan.

Ia meminta kemakmuran, dan Allah memberinya otak dan kegigihan untuk bekerja.

Ia meminta keberanian, dan Allah memberinya bahaya untuk diatasi.

Ia meminta kasih, dan Allah memberinya orang bermasalah yang perlu ditolong.

Ia meminta kemurahan, dan Allah memberinya kesempatan.

Ia tidak menerima satu pun yang diinginkannya;

Ia menerima segala sesuatu yang diperlukannya. 

Doanya terjawab

Tidung Island

it was a short trip... 
but it becomes a never-ending memories and never-ending pleasure!!!
love it and love them :)

@Tidung Island, Juli - August 2010

at the vessel, 

we're ready to capcusssss to Tidung Island

Wooohooooo ^__^

we were ready to go snorkling

see...how beautiful yaaa...

*the sea and us too :p

many thanx to arie lontonk my dear,

berkat anda saya berani menceburkan diri kelaut!!!

akhirnya saya merasakan juga yang namanya snorkling, AAYEAY!!!

met with blue Patrick,

but without spongebob :p

sunbathing at the vessel successed makes my skin more tan,

my face such as a tomato, ahhahahhaa!!!

mengejar matahari,

tapi tetep ketinggalan :p

Bbq time  :)

cycling in the morning...

more healty, less polution :)

banana boat for the first time (for me :D)

we are so so so...enjoooy the time!!!